Saturday, October 17, 2020

Weather It Is (Baking for the First Rain)

  Good Evening:

Low pressure dropping down from the northwest will most likely bring periods of rain (our first rains) as we move into the second half of this coming week.  

There is still a question about the timing of the arrival of the rains. The global ensemble forecast shows the rain possibly arriving on Wednesday, but also it may hold off until Thursday.  In any event, Wednesday should turn chiller and windier, with the coldest temperatures of the fall season to arrive Thursday and Friday.

After a brief warm up early next week, another fall rain may patter our shores and hills again.

With all this cool and possibly rainy weather on the way, some of you may want to turn to baking (if you haven't been baking already during the Coronavirus lockdown).   

Cooking, like chemistry, takes hard work, and often experimentation.  Here's supposed to be a perfect and delicious recipe for chocolate chip cookies (https://cooking.nytimes.com/recipes/1021435-perfect-chocolate-chip-cookies; https://www.nytimes.com/2020/10/16/dining/perfect-chocolate-chip-cookies-ravneet-gill.html?). 

I too like to experiment in the kitchen.  Sometimes, I just have an idea of my own, and other times I am encouraged (by the kids) to further adapt my own recipes.  You may have seen my recipe for Challah (which at the time I called the "Perfect or Best Challah Recipe").  It can be found at: https://www.jerusalem-herald.com/single-post/2018/09/18/WEATHER-Rolling-In-The-Dough-For-The-New-Year).  Some of my kids are a bit picky about their Challah, so I eventually found it a good idea to make it better than perfect, or even better than best (or as some of my Hebrew-English speaking kids might say: more best).

Here's the new set of ingredients.  You can see further detail on how to make it at the page above.

Blend together

1 cup water

1/4 cup sugar

1 TB honey

3 TBs canola oil

3 eggs (medium)

1 1/2 tsp salt

2 tsp yeast (fast acting)

Add, mix, and knead

2 cups white flour

1 cup whole wheat flour

1 cup Spelt flour

2 TB Gluten

P.S.  If you use large eggs, then another 1/2 cup of whole wheat flour.

Let rise about 1 hour (at 45 C).

It forms one round Challah (three strands) and seven or eight small Challah rolls (single strand).  I make the big one round so they all fit on the same cooking sheet.  I brush them with egg and olive oil mixed together, and sprinkle sesame seeds and/or poppy seeds on top (sunflower seeds are a good addition, too).

They should then rise the second time about half an hour at 45 C.

Turn the oven to 180 C, and set the timer for 33 minutes (assuming five minutes to heat the oven).

I and the kids usually eat some of them fresh out of the oven Friday morning.

Be well,

Barry Lynn


Wednesday, October 7, 2020

Weather It Is (Does that Man or Woman Control The Weather?)

Good Afternoon:

It's hot, and it's getting hotter. Our end of the holiday heat is being caused by low pressure situated to our south.  Counterclockwise winds around the low have brought unseasonably hot weather which will last through Shabbat.  Fortunately, high pressure should build in from the west on Sunday and more fall-like weather should then return. 

We hope to soon try to review seasonal forecasts for this coming winter, but in the meantime we note that the global ensemble forecast suggests that our first rain should arrive in the form of showers about two weeks time from now. 

You may not believe the forecast of Fall's first rain, but it it turns out that my wife believes there is a conspiracy to keep her from going to bed on time.  And it turns out that it is I who am responsible for this.  You see, she believes that every time she needs to get ready for bed that I purposely run to, enter, and appropriate the bathroom.  In fact, she says that as soon as I hear her footsteps on the stairs, she can hear my footsteps on the bedroom floor, followed shortly by the slamming of the bathroom door.  

What's going on?  Well, I will tell you that it turns out that I married my wife because I sublimely knew that she and I would go to bed about the same time.  This is important, as one soon comes to realize that bedtime is actually a time not just for sleeping, but for asking "how was your day?" (See: https://www.huffpost.com/entry/bedroom-behaviors-that-could-be-killing-your-marriage_n_565caf76e4b08e945fec16b4).  Hence, our mutual run for the bathroom.

But, what if it turns out that there is actually a conspiracy going on here?  A conspiracy by husbands to annoy their wives? What is a conspiracy, anyway?

As defined at "Dictionary.com," a conspiracy is "any concurrence in action; combination to bring about any given result."  So, my wife must think that husbands everywhere conspire to go in the bathroom whenever they hear their wives on approach. Well, I am telling her that I don't need other husbands to annoy her, I can do that all on my own.

Yet, there are plenty of conspiracy theories around. For instance, the other day I pointed out that in Gush Etzion there are all of about 100 people with Coronavirus, but in Betar (where masks are not worn and social distancing is ignored) there were already 1000 people diagnosed.  The person's response?  "Who told you? Why do you believe those numbers?  Do you know anyone who has the Coronavirus?" This person believes that the health ministry is conspiring to foster hate of the religious.  Just this day, the Times of Israel reported about a man who woke up in a Coronavirus ward and exclaimed: "But there is no Coronavirus!" (https://www.timesofisrael.com/but-there-is-no-coronavirus-shocked-cynic-told-doctors-waking-up-in-hospital/). The other claim is that "these people would have died anyway."  Yet, the Jerusalem Post reports that the health ministry estimates that only 12% of the people who contracted the virus were projected to die in the next six months, and only 20% in the next year (https://www.jpost.com/opinion/israelis-must-face-the-reality-of-the-pandemic-in-order-to-stop-it-644214). This means that people like Raphael (my wife's Uncle; https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jikgSXU8Wjo), a healthy mid 80s individual,  died prematurely shortly after contracting the virus -- just like the father of a colleague of mine. So, yes, I do know people who have had the virus -- and even died from it.

Another claim is that a combination of zinc, Vitamin D, etc, are helpful in fighting the coronavirus (https://www.nytimes.com/2020/10/03/health/Covid-trump-treatments.html). There is even the belief that this simple and inexpensive treatment is being withheld because it isn't profitable. Yet, Mr. Trump took all of these, but needed serious and even revolutionary treatments to make a (possibly temporary) recovery (https://www.nytimes.com/2020/10/06/us/trump-coronavirus-care-treatment.html?action=click&module=Spotlight&pgtype=Homepage).  The President then went on to state that the disease is not really worse than the flu, despite the disparity in deaths between the two diseases, and that the coming days could see him need to return to the hospital (https://www.wsj.com/articles/president-trump-still-faces-risk-as-he-convalesces-at-white-house-11601944622). You could say all this, even write it, but you won't convince someone who's already convinced otherwise (https://www.nytimes.com/2020/10/05/opinion/trump-covid-fox-news-masks.html).

So, why are some (if not many) prone to conspiracy theories?  The first reason is that our brains are "wired" to believe (even strange) things -- because this particular trait leads to greater survival outcomes ( https://www.ted.com/talks/michael_shermer_the_pattern_behind_self_deception). The other is related to something called "Ramsey's Theory," which states that given enough elements in a set or structure, some interesting or recognizable pattern is guaranteed to emerge (https://www.ted.com/talks/patrickjmt_the_origin_of_countless_conspiracy_theories?language=en). Hence, we can easily find support for our beliefs, simply by piecing together supportive but unrelated bits of information.

But, perhaps the biggest reason is that our social media platforms have been designed (inadvertently) to foment dissent by reinforcing previously held suspicions. The result is, for example, an increase in those who believe that the Coronavirus is, for example, a conspiracy of the LEFT to elect Democrats and Democratic President (preferably a very far left Democrat).  As noted by Thomas Friedman (https://www.nytimes.com/2020/09/29/opinion/trump-election-fraud-2020.html), "Facebook and Twitter have become giant engines for destroying the two pillars of our democracy — truth and trust."  They've done this by destroying our ability to sort truth from falsehood. 

As explained in Netflix's "The Social Dilemma" (PreviewPreview1:04The Social Dilemma | Official Clip | More Information | Netflix), (artificial intelligence) programs designed to maximize revenue for social media are inadvertently fostering societal decisive, providing many avenues for nefarious characters (or state actors) to influence political opinion or reinforce for their own benefit even "naturally" occurring biases, or even racist attitudes and/or antisemitism.   This happens because an important way to maximize revenue is hold the interest of the user, and this is done by sending the user stories of interest -- but these are usually news items and/or opinions that conform to a person's predilections or even preconceived notions.  The result is that a person's truth becomes what he sees or hears, and in the end we may all live in our own bubble of reality, not interacting except to mock or minimize the opinions (and people) who don't conform with what we know to be "true."  

It's the way one can claim that carbon dioxide doesn't cause global warming, but when the world warms anyway, we're told it's a good thing.  It's the way that one can claim the Coronavirus isn't very contagious (or very dangerous), but when the President and a large number of his staff get it, we're told that it was bound to happen if we waited long enough (rather than maybe they should have worn masks, etc). Or, it's the way we can claim that vaccines cause Autism, even though Autism existed well before the advent of vaccines. If you look for your own set of "facts" on the internet, you'll find someone else with the same set of facts, no matter how false. It then becomes easier to then turn mental somersaults to hold your opinion. 

So, why do people believe in conspiracy theories?  I think it is because people dislike uncertainty, because uncertainty is associated with danger.  

Of course, there are and have been true conspiracies. For instance, the plot to assassinate President Lincoln,  and other similar plots (for instance, a recent plot by weather forecasters to wash out the Columbus Day Parade (https://www.nytimes.com/1971/10/11/archives/rain-washes-out-columbus-march-first-cancellation-for-event-in-its.html).

But, the decisiveness fostered by the enemies of democracies (Iran, Turkey, Russia, China) and enabled by social media is making it very difficult for us to act in a unified way, the unity needed to meet today's many challenges.  

Barry Lynn





Friday, September 25, 2020

Weather It Is (High Heat)

 Good Morning:

Strong low pressure will move southward to the  east of Italy and westward of Crete, before moving into western Turkey.  The strong counterclockwise circulation around the storm will draw unusually hot air northward on the eastern side of the storm.  This means that temperatures will rise into the low and mid 30s Celsius across most of Israel as we move from Erev Yom Kippur into Yom Kippur itself.  This will make for difficult if not dangerous conditions for those fasting during the "Day of Repentance."

The hot weather will last into Tuesday, before a strong cooling trend sets in behind the storm.  Temperatures at upper levels will substantially decrease, which means that we may be moving into a period of localized showers as we head into October. 

Yom Kippur is a time for repentance, but how many people really think that they have to repent or even change their ways?  A moment reflection might show each of us that yes, we do need to atone for at least something.  My wife says that the Coronavirus is like Loshon Hara (evil speech), once it's out it says out, spreads through carefulness, and does great damage.  

When there is a terror attack, we have many "opportunities" to read about the person who was killed, and to mourn their passing.  For some reason, the authorities have decided to hide the names and faces of those who have passed away -- perhaps out of their embarrassment for themselves and us (for being so careless with other people's lives).  

I hope that the New Year will lead us to watch not only what we say, but whom we might infect, to take care that we speak no evil of others, and do no evil to them.

A meaningful fast.

Barry Lynn

Sunday, September 13, 2020

Weather It Is (A New Year; So What's Changing?)

Good Morning:

This summer has been unusual in a number of ways:  we've had a string of very hot days, while the number of sick persons from the Coronavirus has reached unprecedented levels.  

While the Coronavirus bad news continues to blow in,  we do see a rather significant change in our weather arriving at the start of the new year.  The models are indicating that our hot, desert low pressure system will give way to a broad trough of much cooler low pressure arriving from the north.  Hence, while temperatures should increase into the mid 30s Celsius across much of the area, with the highest temperatures occurring this Friday, Erev Rosh HaShanah (New Year)-- summer may just be a hot memory of the past by next week's end.  In fact, light showers may accompany the initial change, and then more steady showers as Yom Kippur (the day of Atonement) approaches.

Of course, the words unusual and unprecedented should have real meaning, and not be used lightly. The word unusual means: not usual, common or ordinary; uncommon (https://www.dictionary.com/browse/unusual).  The word unprecedented means: without previous occurrence, never before known or experienced, unexampled or unparalleled (https://www.dictionary.com/browse/unprecedented).  

To determine whether the number of hot days and the number of sick are indeed unusual and unprecedented, one needs to test for statistical significance (https://hbr.org/2016/02/a-refresher-on-statistical-significance).  When we make these tests, we are looking to see that the events or efforts we're making to make a change in outcomes are truly unusual, and not just due to random chance.

In regard to our string of hot days, we'd test not just the maximum temperature on any particular day, but the number of consecutive days with extreme temperatures versus the number of days with extreme temperatures in the past.  With regard to the Coronavirus, we'd check not just that a relatively high number died in one day, but how many days this has occurred (to confirm that this is a pandemic, not just a passing event).  

Of course, we need to define the time period over which we look at the data.  While the percentage of those who have died from the corona virus in recent memory is unusually high, there have been previous pandemics (https://www.livescience.com/worst-epidemics-and-pandemics-in-history.html);  while the string of very hot days has probably been unusual, there have been similarly hot periods in earth's history (http://www.longrangeweather.com/global_temperatures.htm) -- most of us, though, can't remember them (meaning, they are probably unusual in recent history).

The question is: what can we do now to change our current infection rate and increasingly warm world?

In regard to the latter, there are those who argue that humankind has very little to do with changes in earth's climate (just look at the graph in the link above that shows that large variations in temperature occurred well in the past).  While one can say that humankind had very little to do with past changes in climate, it is more difficult to claim that our warming world is simply part of natural variability (based on numerically modeled sensitivity to increased greenhouse gases(https://www.carbonbrief.org/ipcc-six-graphs-that-explain-how-the-climate-is-changing). Even scientific skeptics admit that there is at least low sensitivity to increasing concentrations of climate gases (https://groene-rekenkamer.nl/wp-content/uploads/2019/04/Ontgroeningsdag-Lewis_slidesnotes.pdf).  Regardless, small changes in average world temperatures can underlie more dangerous regional climate sensitivities that can lead, for example, to our most recent scorching heat wave or terrible fires (https://www.wsj.com/articles/why-wildfires-are-so-bad-this-year-in-california-oregon-and-washington-11599768604; https://www.nytimes.com/2020/09/10/us/climate-change-california-wildfires.html?)

What can we do about it?  Reduce CO2 (and methane) gases by increasing the use of renewable energy sources while improving energy efficiency (methods are also available to reduce methane releases from oil and gas production (https://www.wri.org/blog/2016/03/new-joint-announcement-canada-us-gets-serious-about-cutting-methane-emissions) as well as from  agriculture (https://www.sciencedirect.com/science/article/pii/S0166111698800162)). 

In regard to the Coronavirus, lockdowns, social distancing (and the wearing of masks) seems to be the suggested and useful approach.  In fact, lockdowns have vastly slowed the transmission of the virus, while social distancing and wearing masks have also helped (https://www.sciencenewsforstudents.org/article/covid-19-coronavirus-lockdowns-infection-impact).  In fact, here in Efrat most people wear masks and many keep their distance from others; hence, our infection rate is still very low. 

However, overall Israel's infection rate is skyrocketing, and this has led to a proposal to bring back the lockdown (https://www.timesofisrael.com/ministers-said-to-okay-full-lockdown-as-virus-deaths-infections-reach-new-highs/).  

The problem with the lockdown approach, though, is the what comes after part.  While the current plan proposes to follow the lock down with a graduated opening, I really can't see how we'll end up anywhere else but where we are now.  The simple reason being that some appreciable fraction of Israelis generally don't follow the rules, and even if the majority do so, that leaves plenty of people who either won't wear masks, or wear them improperly (below the nose, even in doctors offices!), and plenty who will still congregate in parties (and this includes both our citizens (https://www.timesofisrael.com/man-arrested-for-alleged-attempt-to-stab-woman-who-commented-on-his-lack-of-mask/) and representatives (https://www.timesofisrael.com/utj-deputy-minister-meir-porush-attends-mass-ultra-orthodox-wedding-in-haifa/)). 

Hence, I would adopt a different approach: recommendations that will allow the economy to continue to function..  The government should publish a list of suggestions for reducing the infection rate and for protecting the more vulnerable among us.  This will allow individuals to determine their own accepted level of risk.  Those who are inclined to protect themselves will for the most part remain healthy, while those who are not will eventually get sick. Hopefully, if enough people get sick the infection rate will drop (the sick and their acquaintances will have learned their lesson) -- some localized areas may even develop a general immunity. This would especially be so if the government would set up field hospitals to treat the expected overflow of patients.  There won't be enough doctors and nurses to care for the expected sick, so medics and others will need to be trained.   

Unfortunately I don't see any better way out of this: the people get the leadership they deserve, and the leadership gets the people who elected them.  When it comes to the Coronavirus, we're simply a failure -- let's not make it worse by ruining the economy as well. 

While we seem to be off to an inauspicious start to the New Year, it is still a time for change and even good tidings.    In fact, we're expecting shortly the wedding of my nephew with a young woman from New York.   

In the Parsha Nitzavim-Vayeilech, we read (noted Rabbi Elazar R. Muskin) that "Moshe went out and spoke these words to all of Israel (Devarim 31:1).  The idea that Moshe went out implies that Moshe went and spoke to each of the tribes, individually.  Moshe understood the importance of communication, and sought to emphasize that the Torah is for each of us. The emphasis was on communication at the individual level, and this is certainly a necessity in marriage itself. 

Yet, communication between husband and wife is not necessarily as easy or as straightforward as that between Moshe and the 12 Tribes. The reason is simple:  men and women are quite different from each other in their responses to events. For example, a woman tends to speak out her feelings, while men tend to speak out their successes.  One wants empathy and the other wants congratulations.  Further, if a man can't solve a problem, he tends to say little (or nothing at all).  The result is that the wife might erroneously think that the husband doesn't care, while the man might think that his wife doesn't notice his good points.  Both need to make an effort to overcome these marriage hurdles. 

One might also keep in mind that when a man does a good deed, it's like he's saved the world, but when a woman does a good deed, she's just being a good wife.  Men can count the number of good deeds they do in a day (for instance around the house), while a married woman with children doesn't have enough fingers or toes to count. Men take great pride in doing a single chore (like setting the table), for the simple reason that it's so tiring for them they need to rest in the middle of it. Wives wonder why their husbands can't set the table, fill a bottle, and change a diaper at the same time?

My advice for the husband to be: try to listen and be supportive at the same time.  For the wife, don't assume your husband is smart enough to catch things the first time, and give him a big high five if he does.

Rav Soloveitchik discusses  ("Probing the Prophets", Torah Tidbits Issue 1387) Yirmihayu's prophecy: "let there speedily be heard in the cities of Judah and in the streets of Jerusalem the sound of joy and the sound of happiness, the sound of a groom and the sound of a bride, the sound of exultation of grooms from under their chupah, and youths from their joyous banquets" in the Sheva Brachot. What is the relationship between the personal happiness of the Bride and Groom and the messianic error?  The reason is that a successful marriage requires more than caring for one another, but empathy, which means to understand and share the feelings of others. The goal is to move from being two people getting married to one person being married.  What does this mean? Hamy: with regard to your wife, don't give her to do tasks you don't want to do, like taking out the garbage.  Penelope: with regard to your husband: remember he, likes you, wants to be better.  But, as importantly, you're part of a community.  By being part of a community of the Jewish people you have an opportunity through your own efforts and your children's efforts to change the world!

Mazol Tov!

Barry Lynn


                       





Wednesday, September 2, 2020

Weather It Is (Unbearable Heat)

 Good Afternoon:

Counterclockwise winds circulating around low pressure centered just to our east will bring the hottest weather of the summer, and the hottest weather in quite some time.

Unfortunately, temperatures should be two to three degrees hotter than the heat wave of our recent past, meaning temperatures near 40 C (or above), instead of in the upper 30s in the central mountain areas. Temperatures in coastal areas should be in the mid-30s, but with higher humidity (meaning, very high heat indices).  Temperatures in the normally hotter locations of the upper Jordan Valley should be in the upper 40s.  Eilat should be in the upper 40s, as well. 

The dangerous heat conditions should persist from Thursday this week until Monday or Tuesday of next week.  There is a 30% chance the heat wave will continue through Tuesday, before more normal summertime temperatures return on Wednesday.

It is very important to drink plenty of water during a heat wave like this, and if someone must be outside they should drink water and juice.  One sign of hyperthermia is clammy feeling skin.  Just because you're not sweating doesn't mean that you don't need to drink.  In fact, the end stage of heat stroke is a lack of sweat (moisture) to cool the body (https://www.nhs.uk/conditions/heat-exhaustion-heatstroke/).

Take Care,

Barry Lynn





Thursday, August 27, 2020

Weather It Is (Extreme Heat)

 Good Evening:

Dangerous and life threatening temperatures!

Low pressure building northwestward from the Saudi Arabian Desert will bring us extreme heat from Shabbat into Tuesday.  Temperatures will be in the upper 30s to near 40 in the central mountain areas, upper 30s in the inland hills, and low 40s in the Old City of Sefad.  Along coastal areas, temperatures should be in the middle 30s. 

After a mid week cool down (of several degrees) into the low 30s, there is a 60% chance that extreme heat will return late next week, into the following week.

Barry Lynn



Wednesday, August 19, 2020

Weather It Is (A Note About Moshe Silverman)

 Good Afternoon:

The global forecast shows that we've entered a period where little will change until the calendar turns into September.  It's given me time to ponder. To reflect.

Unfortunately, to reflect on what you do when your friend and study partner falls down, suffers a mortal injury, and departs unexpectedly from this world.  It makes you wonder if life is just completely random? Or, if we are just like leaves thrown about by the wind?

The story starts many years ago when Moshe (Silverman) of "Philly Pizza" asked me if I would be interested in learning with him in the mornings, for about half-hour a day. Moshe worked many years at the Philly Pizza, serving both local residents and those (including tour groups) visiting Efrat and the greater Gush Etzion area.  He served all who came and with great equanimity. We started learning together about eleven years ago, and had our last study session this last Monday.  You've all heard of Adin Steinsaltz (https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Adin_Steinsaltz), who passed away not long ago.  I am here to tell you about Moshe.  Moshe's footprint may have been smaller than Rabbi Steinsaltz's, but it was just as deep.

Our learning session enabled me to integrate my religious life with my working life.  Both of us worked hard (if he not harder), but together we made time for learning the Gomorra (Oral Tradition of the Torah).  While we never learned very much at anyone time, we learned together, consistently over these eleven years.

Unfortunately, Moshe developed ALS some time ago, and was forced to retire this last January from work.  Yet, instead of focusing on what would be, he focused on what he could do with the unexpected "windfall" of time.  He spent more time with his family, and our study times (interrupted by his disease and the Coronavirus) were longer and more fulfilling.  

But, who was he, outside of these rather dry facts?  

Moshe was person who embodied Torah values, while working and practicing a religiously observant life. He even completed the recent difficult fast of this past 9th of Av. He was firm in his beliefs, but not judgemental.   He had only good things to say about his family, and spoke proudly of his children.  Moshe was a person of infinite patience and optimism.  He led our learning, but never pushed ahead until we both were comfortable with our understanding of the text before us.  He never criticized, but only rejoiced in our greater understanding. He never tired of going back, and never faltered going forward.  

Moshe died on Shabbat of Parshat Re' Eh.  In this parsha, God tells the Jewish people "Behold, I set before you today, a blessing and a curse..."  Rabbi Judah Mischel (in Torah Tidbits, issue 1383, August 15th, 2020) explains that God is telling us to seize the day, to make today a blessing -- that to leave over or procrastinate can only delay the good, if not bring on the "bad."  Likewise, Moshe was a person who never dwelled on the negative, but asked only what he could be today as the person he was that day.  Imagine if you had to make a 100 pizzas a day?  You can only make them one at a time, and similarly you can only live your day one day at a time.Without this attitude, he could never have endured let alone be contented with his forced retirement.  In fact, his family doesn't look back at the last six months as a time of difficulty, but one where the days were spent, for the first time, with wife, children, and grand children.

When we met last Monday, he'd already fallen a few times, but I don't think that anyone imagined that he would fall and end his life. Instead, I imagined or at least hoped that we could continue our learning (we came close to finishing "Baba Kama"), and of course hoped for a small miracle that his disease would progress ever so slowly.  But, what is slow when -- he told me -- his physical condition continued to appreciably deteriorate?

Yet, when we last departed, I took special note that it wasn't like our usual partings: when he said "I'll call you or we'll meet soon." I too forgot to mention it, and as I crossed the parking lot to my home I pondered just what it might have meant. Thinking back, it makes you wonder if not everything is random. Besides not saying "see you soon," he died on the Shabbat whose Torah Portion exemplified his life, and he died before having to endure the suffering that so many with ALS (and others with unfortunate illnesses) have to endure.  

I'm often too busy to ponder and ask myself what am I doing and why.  I just do what seems to come up, often with my eye on tomorrow. 

Moshe was the opposite.  His eye was on today, and for that reason his last days were full days, days that I'll remember, and so will his family.

I still want to believe that he'll soon come to my door to continue our learning, but I know I will have to finish our last chapter for both of us.

May we only have good news,

Barry Lynn